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THE BEAUTIFUL MESS

I Am Pleasant and Upbeat, Can't You See? |
Abstract Canvas Print from Original Oil Painting
by Nicole McNamara

A bold reflection of forced cheer — vibrant on the outside, exhausted underneath.

Oh girl, we all know that one — smiling so hard it hurts, shining so bright it blinds, but underneath? A whole lot of ugh and exhaustion bubbling up.

"I Am Pleasant and Upbeat, Can’t You See?" dives into that exhausting act of forced cheerfulness — the kind that wraps you up in bright white light but snakes through tangled vines of green and blue, revealing the pushiness and strain behind the grin.

This painting calls out the toll of being too sunny, too chipper, too “everything’s fine” when really, it’s not. That performative joy? It can breed resentment, internal battles, and the sneaky imposter syndrome that whispers you’re just faking it.

If you’ve ever felt worn out from being the “happy one,” this piece sees you — and calls BS on the act.

Each "I Am Pleasant and Upbeat, Can’t You See?" print is made to order — a conscious rejection of mass production in favor of art that carries meaning. We don’t sit on inventory. We create your piece when you choose it. That’s why it ships within five business days — fresh, intentional, and yours alone.

“I Am Pleasant and Upbeat, Can’t You See?” by Nicole McNamara — abstract canvas wall art print from original oil painting, reflecting forced cheer and hidden exhaustion.

“Behind the brightest smile was always the truth I was too tired to hide.”

- Nicole McNamara

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Sizes & Placement

Each print is available in three versatile sizes — small, medium, and large — so it can live anywhere from a cozy nook or home office to a bedroom retreat or a bold statement wall in your living room.

 

Whether you’re styling a shelf vignette or filling the space above your fireplace, you’ll find the perfect fit.

Sizes  –  multiple canvas formats available

Free Shipping  - U.S. & Canada

Ready to Hang – wired & wall-ready

Hang the Truth Behind the Smile

FOR THE ONES TIRED OF PRETENDING

COLOR & COMPOSITION INSIGHT

The Mood This Palette Creates

Every shade in this piece is chosen with intention — to shift the energy of your space, spark emotion, and remind you of what’s possible every time you walk past it.

Radiant whites glow at the center, symbolizing forced light and performative joy. Cool greens and layered blues ripple outward like tangled vines, representing internal conflict and the exhaustion of masking pain. Tiny dotted lines scatter across the canvas like forced sparkle — pretty but suffocating, hinting at the tension between polished appearances and hidden burnout. This balance of brightness and entanglement creates both a visual and emotional pull, making the viewer feel the weight of the mask.

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Behind the Canvas:
Oil Painting Print FAQ

Q: What does the bright light at the center of this piece represent?
A: It symbolizes forced optimism — the kind of performative brightness that hides exhaustion and conflict beneath the surface.


Q: Will it arrive ready to hang?
A: Yes. Each print is gallery-wrapped on a 1.5” deep wooden frame, wired, padded, and ready to install right out of the box.


Q: When will my order ship?
A: Each print is made to order and ships within ~5 business days, with free shipping to the U.S. & Canada.

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Materials & Craftsmanship

Because your walls deserve more than mass-produced décor — they deserve art built to last.

- Museum-Grade Canvas: 410gsm archival cotton

- Archival Giclée Pigment Inks: Rich, vibrant, fade-resistant

- Protective Finish: Semi-gloss varnish for added depth and longevity

- Gallery-Wrapped: 1.5" mirrored edges for a clean, modern display

- Ready to Hang: Wired, padded, and installation-ready

- Free Shipping: Free shipping to the U.S. & Canada, ships in ~5 business days

- From an Original Oil Painting: No digital enhancements — just art with soul

Behind the scenes look at the making of Nicole McNamara’s large abstract wall art — premium stretched canvas on 1.5-inch gallery wood, wired and felt-padded, crafted for ready-to-hang display.

Want to see the magic behind every print?

Every canvas begins with an original oil painting, professionally digitized by Osio-Brown Studios, and brought to life with museum-grade materials and craftsmanship.

A deeper look at how your piece is made — from the first brushstroke to your wall.

Still Searching for the One?

Explore Nicole McNamara’s full collection of abstract canvas wall art — each a museum-quality print from an original oil painting. Find the piece that speaks to your truth.

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